daily reminder that the boy you’re in love with at 16 probably won’t matter when you’re 25.
daily reminder that the math test you failed your freshman year of high school probably won’t matter when you’re graduating college.
daily reminder that the problems you’re facing today may seem like the worlds end, but they will not matter in a year.
daily reminder that you’re going to be okay.
everything is going to be okay.
when will it end.
i’m tired of feeling so alone.
just me in my burning room with my cup of water
Cant help but feeling like this feeling is just the beginning of something terrible. Can’t help but feeling like my mind is grey and my days are blurred and they’ll stay that way. Can’t not feel like shit right now because well the reasons I feel like shit, are the because of the things I can’t change. And the thing that makes me not feel like shit for a while, well it leaves me in a even shittier place in the morning.
I’m not like this. I’m a contained person, but I’m not depressing. I’m not sad. I’m not pathetic. But in these recent times, my days are not mine, my thoughts are not mine, my time is not mine and I feel lost. I think I’m officially tired of trying and I don’t want to be.
My cup is empty, the room still burns.